I’ve come across it a lot over the last few years… Monogamous people trying to fit the triangle concept of Polyamory into the circle hole of Monogamy.
No matter how hard you push and shove, they’re still completely different shapes.
Even if you can squeeze one corner of the triangle through, so that the triangle piece can sit steadily alongside the circle… there’s still two corners of the triangle that’s left to sit outside. It doesn’t completely belong.
What then? Do we just forget about the other corners or chop them off?
Maybe if we just leave it like that, they will fall off eventually…
or maybe the triangle will love the circle enough to mold itself into a shape that can squeeze its way through and ‘settle down’.
The point I’m trying to make here is that you can’t apply the same rules or concepts to polyamorous relationships that you do for monogamous relationships because they’re completely different.
I’ve read articles in the past that imply Polyamory is a choice… and I’m sure there are people out there who practice the many forms of non-monogamy and would agree that they could happily be mono if they found the right person.
But for me, that’s not the case.
Being Poly is just as much a part of my sexual identity as being Bisexual. I was born this way.
I fall in love hard and for years I tried so hard to be a circle, to squeeze myself into different shapes to fit into the mono lifestyle. I want more monogamous people to understand what they’re actually saying when they fall in love with someone who is Poly, then set boundaries and conditions on their love:
“Do whatever you need to do, as long as you don’t tell me anything and keep loving me”
“I don’t mind that you’re poly, we’ll keep it casual”
“Oh sweet, I like sleeping around too… this will work!”
Their intentions are golden but unbeknown to them, these are extremely selfish statements. For me – now – it puts their ignorance of what polyamory is in neon lights. Warning bells start sounding in my head. These people are closed minded and generally, inexperienced in relationships. Neither of these things is inherently bad but after experiencing many relationships that started in this way – that led to unnecessary heartache – I’m a lot more cautious.
If you are mono and have said similar things to your poly partner then maybe you should do some research, or ask some questions of them and actually listen. Because we live in a heavily monogamy centred culture, monogamous people do have privilege and sometimes can’t see past that privilege. You ask a lot of a poly person when you ask them to not see other people romantically. Just like it just doesn’t feel right to date other people to you… it feels just as abnormal for a poly person to not be allowed(!??) to form strong relationships with lots of people.
If you’re poly and have had partners say similar things to you maybe think about what exactly it is you want out of the relationship. If you truly love them then consider what you want and how that will effect them in the future. It’s not fair to let their youth waste away while they work on a relationship that will probably never mature into something they truly want. So, is it worth taking the risk? Could you see yourself being mono for good?
So, if you’re monogamous and have fallen in love with a polyamorous person… what do you do? (because we’re not off limits – I’m just bitter). Well, knowledge is power.
Polyamory literally means ‘more than one love’. I will have more than one partner at a time (including myself) and they’re not just sexual partners.
It’s more about the relationship you build with that other person. Just like any other relationship – you get to know them, fall for them, spend quality time with them and help them through hard times because you love them. Some relationships are platonic just because that’s how you feel about it, while others are sexual just because that’s how you feel about it.
This also usually means that your poly partner will be talking to their other partners regularly, they will want to tell you stories of what them and their other partner got up to on the weekend because it was fucking fun and they will want to confide in you when things go wrong. You will also almost certainly see photos of your partner and their partner or even meet them!
If you want to indefinitely deny your poly partner these things so they can be with you, so that you don’t get jealous… then you are being selfish.
You can ask it of them, but they have every right not to agree.
Also, polyamorous people in general understand that life changes and people come and go. Usually there isn’t any real ‘breakups’ and there’s quite a bit of partner sharing. A concept mono people find difficult to comprehend because generally, they’re looking for ‘the one’ and cheating (ownership?) is so black and white. This also means that you will probably meet their exes at some point too.
This is the point in the story where most mono people throw up their hands and say they’re just too jealous of a person to be with a someone who is poly. That’s totally, 100% OK. Contrary to popular belief polyamorous people get jealous too – some more than others. But we acknowledge that jealousy is an emotion and not ‘anyone’s fault’ we work on our feelings surrounding jealousy by ‘processing’. This usually means talking to one of our partners, writing things down (like I am now!) or crying into a pillow. The key is being honest with yourself and being able to reflect on exactly why you feel jealous and being able to determine if it’s something you can change, ignore or work with.
In the end – as always – it boils down to this:
Whether you’re poly or mono, open and honest communication is the key to successful relationships.
And quit trying to change everyone you date